| i miss him oh so much..... |
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| ready to give up.... |
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| current mood: pissed
well he has yet to call and thats bullshit. he better have a damn good excuse. we were supposed to be starting over and here he goes again pulling the same bullshit he pulled last time.....but im not dealing with it this time. if im gona have a boyfriend hes gona call me everyday unless somethin really important happens and i seriously doubt somethin important happened. ugh its bullshit! i just wana beat the shit outa someone right now. just beat a bitch down or somethin. ne who...now that i got that off my chest ima jet. holla. |
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| current mood: happy 
well today has been much better than the rest. well i slept til bout 1:30 and my mom woke me up askin me if i wanted to get some food before the doctor so i got up and got dressed and then we left. well we decided on arbys and let me tell u it hit the spot. it was o so yummy. well then i went to the doctor and sat in the waiting room for like an hour even tho i had a dang appt. it sucked. then the doctor told me i couldnt play softball for at least another week until i completely healed so ya. i was happy....kinda. well then i came home and talked to corey and he came over....and we semi-cleaned my room. it was a mess! lol. then we just chilled and then i went to pick of my pictures cuz i dropped off a camera earlier. they are a trip....ima have to post some em. well then corey left bout 10:30 or so and i got in the shower now im just waitin for him to call....if he does....ya never know him....wait my phones ringin....ya....its him so holla. |
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| current mood: confused 
well i dont know what to do. i love him so much still and i want him back so bad but im scared. im willing to give him another chance but the thought still remains.....what if he does it again? i cant have a guy thats gona believe his friends stupid lies when im willing to put somethin on my life. but i love him still. iono.....he didnt even say anything when he signed off.....thats some shit. he could have said bye or somethin. kinda got me wondering. well i need to go to sleep because im posed to go to school tomorrow. good nite.
corey....i still love u |
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